I often feel like I'm the only, really honest person there is. Even if I lie about almost everything. I lie to people all the time, but then again I tell them that I do. I've told people never to trust me. Many times.
But the thing is. I try very hard to be true to myself nowadays. Including really letting myself be ugly. You know what I hate? People who says "Oh, you hate him do you? Noo you don't, hate is such a strong word." (Yes. I know it is. I do hate him. And now I hate you to. I hate you to.) People who cries to stupid tv programs about cancerkids or animals who gets tortured AND THEN TELL PEOPLE ABOUT IT. "I was extremly moved, I cried for several hours afterwards. Felt sooo sorry for the kids/animals, I wish I could DO SOMETHING" (Oh no you don't. Your glad its them and not you.)
Nobody really cares about anyone else. Not really.
Yes. So I've been thinking. People in sweden really smell. I hate people who smell. I think its because most people here are constantly nervous. About what? I don't know. I think it's just a way of life.
BUT all things considered. I'm glad I'm back in this cold smelly country. Suits me better in so many ways.